Random motivation to Get better

 I don't know what has gotten into me, but these days I have been very lazy about getting myself fit and slacking at the job worried about the future with respect to going to US for my next job and despite all this, it feels like I'm losing control about my day-to-day life being autonomous and you know being very candid about how I go about my day today filled with social media reels scrolling and all of this have given me a sense of fear that I am not in control of my life this is definitely not something I wanna be I am sure that I can be much better. It's just that I need to take a few steps.

Firstly, I have taken todoist application the paid one so that I can take it more seriously it has been over a week that I've taken it and it's alright I believe.

Secondly, I have to make peace with the fact that me and Amitha might be temporary staying away from each other when one of us moves to US. I would like if both of us move within a month and I need to increase my focus on applying and reaching out to people so here by I am deciding that I will at least apply to 5 openings per day and talk to 5 people at least with an introductory mail or at least a follow-up mail by mail here I mean chat as well.

Thirdly, I have to dedicate every day about one hour for physical fitness. This should be excluding my time devoted to playing table tennis which I would like to limit to about half an hour a day. 

Fourthly I definitely need to get back on track with my job despite me trying to move to a different team in a different country. I would like to be very respectful in the current team and I am not going to slack I will be maintaining a to-do list and definitely follow through and close my work items well before the promised timeline I might not show as enthusiasm because of the feelings of all of this work is not gonna make sense in a few months mostly but I want to give my best possible over here. I'm sure I'm not one of a kind who will get tagged twice. I am going to get back on track in this friend for sure despite whatever is the mental state I am in.

Fifthly, I want to think of ways I can have more quality time with Amitha and not just play or watch something.

Today is 10th of November and somewhere it is 11th of November. I don't know why I told you that but anyways I have to report back in 10 days on how we are doing in regards to this.